I am to complex to be evaluated

My situation is overrated

Sometimes it feels like,

Someone is narrating my life,

Keeping up with all the drama

That is weighing on my nights

And impacting on my life,

Making me fight

a little harder

But I don't mind,

My fists are up high

I am ready by day or by night.

I am ready to stand on my feet again,

I am ready to try,

I am ready for whatever life has to throw my way, I am ready to conquer and save every little peice of this precious life,

From tonight

I am ready to be me.

I am stronger now than ever before,

My knowledge reflects on the person I am,

The person I can be and the person that I need to be.

Life has shown me,

The good,

The bad and so much ugly.

I use to blame

The town I was in for holding me back

From where I needed to be.

I use to blame friends who would influence me but it was just me not being who I needed to be, it was just me,

Finding excuses everyday to justify

every little thing, pretending it was ok and not prioritising or taking responsibility for

What I needed to be,

It was easier to just blame,

Blame the place, the people

The timing, whining about so many things

Blame everyone and everthing else

So I didn't have to

Blame myself.

My pre-emptive desicions

That I had to make

Will save me from this fate,

I will come back winning every hand I get,

I know despite the heeling time,

This life is mine

And I will be fine.

Realisation will restore,

Everything I was looking for,

Everthing I knew but didn't do,

All my dreams are now my achievements to take and make come true.

I am stronger now than ever before,

My knowledge reflects on the person I am,

The person I can be and the person that I need to be.

Life has shown me,

The good,

The bad and so much ugly.