[Intro]

[Soft dreamy guitar + distant 808s, heavy auto-tune]

Yeah…

Perky got me floatin’, but me still fallin’ (fallin’…)

Uh, let’s go…

[Chorus]

[Full beat drops, melodic singing with layered harmonies]

Sippin’ on this mud, tryna drown the pain

Heart full of scars, pour another four in my vein

She said she love me, then she dipped out in the rain

Now a young me high as hell, screamin’ out her name (out her name)

Lost in the purple rain, purple rain (purple rain)

Demons dancin’ in my brain, in my brain (in my brain)

If I OD tonight, just know I tried to change

But the pain too loud, louder than the flames (louder than the flames)

[Verse 1]

[Half-sung melodic rap flow, reverb on vocals]

She was my whole addiction, worse than the lean

Kisses turn to knives when she cut me clean (yeah)

Now I’m in the foreign swervin’, eyes barely open

Voices in my head say I don’t deserve to be chosen (I don’t deserve it)

Xans on my tongue, taste like her goodbye

Every time I close my eyes, I see her with another guy (fuck)

Told my mama I’m good, but I’m dyin’ inside

Pop another Perc, hope it help me hide

From the fact that I’m broken, heart look like Swiss cheese

Love got me fucked up, now I’m smokin’ on this grief (on this grief)

Ridin’ with the windows down, codeine in my system

If I crash this bhitch tonight, at least I’ll be with the victims

[Chorus]

[Full beat drops, bigger layered vocals]

[Verse 2]

[Darker tone, more rap-oriented flow, subtle guitar melody]

Lucid dreams again, I keep seein’ her face

Woke up sweatin’, pill bottle all in my embrace (in my embrace)

They say time heal shit, but time just make it worse

Every second without her feel like ridin’ in a hearse

I got racks in the safe, but it can’t buy no peace (no peace)

Got thots in my DMs but they all want a piece

me that’s empty, soul lookin’ like holes

Love turned me to a junkie, now I’m beggin’ on my knees (on my knees)

“Yeah I miss you” text, but I ain’t never hit send

Pride got me fucked up, lonely at the end (at the end)

Smokin’ on this loud pack, hope the smoke drown the thoughts

But them memories hit harder than the coughs, yeah (harder than the coughs)

[Bridge]

[Beat cuts to piano + soft 808s, emotional vulnerable singing, almost whispering]

I just wanna feel somethin’ real, for real

But the drugs and the pain got me numb, how I deal? (how I deal?)

If I die before I wake, tell her it was real (it was real)

Even though she broke me down, I’d do it all again…

[Final Chorus]

[Beat builds back full, double-tracked vocals, ad-libs layered, most emotional delivery]

Sippin’ on this mud, tryna drown the pain (drown the pain)

Heart full of scars, pour another four in my vein

She said she love me, then she left me in the rain

Now I’m chasin’ ghosts, high as hell, screamin’ out her name (screamin’ out her name)

Lost in the purple rain, purple rain (purple rain)

Demons dancin’ in my brain, in my brain (in my brain)

If I OD tonight, just know I tried to change

But the pain too loud… yeah, the pain too loud… (too loud)

[Outro]

[Beat slowly fades with echoing guitar + reversed vocals]

Perky got me floatin’… still fallin’… (still fallin’)

Ayy, 999 forever.