No one knows what it's like

To be the bad guy

To be the necessary evil

Being brutal malicious and cruell

Just to keep rule

And no one knows what it's like

To be hated

To be frustrated forced to selling only lies

But my nightmares they aren't scary

As my conscience seems to be

I have hours, are so boring

I need you to see I only do this

Out of anger clawing at me

Because of God I'll never be free

No one knows what it's like

To feel these feelings

Like I do

And I blame you (you, you, you)

No one fights back as hard

This is pure anger

None of my pain and woe

show through me

But my dreams they aren't as empty

As my heart seems to be

I have only hours, only a small window to break free

My love is

I will slaughter all the angels she sends after me

No one knows what it's like

To be mistreated, to be defeated

Behind red eyes

And no one knows how to say

That they're sorry and don't worry

I'm not sorry and you should worry

Because my threats, they aren't as empty

As my conviction seems to be

I have hours,I been so lonely

My love is vengeance

That's why I'll never be free

No one knows what it's like

To be the monster

To be the evil incarnate

Behind red eyes I see

No one understands why I'm so evil and

Deceitful,

yet so regal with a crown of bones my horns hold up high

I don't even try

I've been violent

finding solice in the screams

yet in silence

I watch blood spill into streams

Maleficent the benevolent evil

So brutal I would slaughter all of our angels starting with Micheal if you send him after me

im perceived as malicious and extraordinarily vicious the masses believe fortified by what they hear and what they reed

I've been given all these tools to be cruell

Just to keep rule.

In this hell for eternity

And no one gets what it's like

To live forever or will I waste away in this infernal desert or will my battered torn wings mend will I ascend to the heavens once again with my apology my love if I get my chance I would

if only just to see her

I would tell her how much I need her

I broke my vows

I became the deceiver

Long ago we were perfect together

so deeply in love.

I decided in the days of Eden

to commit treason

I consorted with demons

plotting and scheming that became the reason that you see me as the devil I'm portrayed to be

but now

my nights they are pure regret and agony

And my corrupt soul is so heavy but now I'm ready please my love I've had enough either love me or let me die

I have lived eons,

they were so lonesome

my revenge blinded me

now I see

I only need you to see

Your banishment has rehabilitated me

I only do this

Out of my love for you

I shead my God complex. I never could replace you I testify that my faith in you is renewed

Do you remember what it's was like

To have these emotions

The strength of My devotion

if you could allow me to

I'd love to show and prove

Behind these red eyes has changed for you

I need you to know it's always been you

And I LOVE YOU!!! (you, you, you)

No one fights back as hard

This is so hard to do

my pain and woe

Cut through me

But my dreams they aren't as empty

As my dark heart seems to be

I have only this chance,

if in this moment you could see

My love you been so far for so long away from ME!

No one knows what it's like

To be the king of lies

Behind red eyes

And all I want is to say is

That I'm sorry so sorry please forgive me