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(Verse 1)

Life has this funny way of throwing curveballs at you when you least expect it. Growing up, I often found myself daydreaming about the family I would one day have. I wanted the whole package : a loving wife, a cozy home, and kids who would fill the air with laughter. Like any hopeful gentleman, I prayed to God, asking Him to make that dream come true. And, as luck would have it, the world was turned upside down. I found my intended co-parent, and since we had that dream, we were off to a great start. Fast forward a few years, and we were ready to make our dreams come true. Two years passed, and my wife was pregnant. I felt like the luckiest person alive, God had truly answered our prayers. I remember the joy that was bubbling up inside me, it certainly wasn't the joy of winning any prize of great value. As the days went by, this is what it was like! : Nine months later, I was on the edge of my seat, engrossed in a movie with my friend, eagerly waiting for a call from home. Finally my phone rang, “Your wife has been sent to the hospital for delivery.” My heart raced as I rushed to the hospital, a mixture of excitement and joy bubbling up inside me.

(Chorus)

Why, Lord, do I stand in this empty room?

**(Response)** I need Your light!

Why, Lord, does my heart feel the gloom?

**(Response)** Shine through the night!

With my children beside me, I’ll carry this load,

**(Response)** Help us, we’re bold!

In the struggle and pain, Lord, show us the road,

**(Response)** We’ll trust in You, God!

(Verse 2)

The hours felt like forever as I waited for the doctors to work their magic. I prayed silently, hoping for the safety of my wife and the arrival of our heir. Finally the doctor appeared, smiling. "Congratulations! You're a father of three!" I couldn't help myself. I hugged the doctor, filled with gratitude and joy. But then, reality hit me like a ton of bricks.I asked about my wife, and the world around me froze. The doctor's face changed, and in that moment, I felt a surge of despair run through me. "I'm sorry," he said softly. "We've lost her." I was in shock. Right then, her body was being passed in front of me, lifeless, as I stood there, a stranger in the world of motherhood. " I couldn't understand, how could this have happened? We had begun our journey together, and I was left standing on the slope of parenthood without her by my side.

(Chorus)

Why, Lord, do I stand in this empty room?

**(Response)** I need Your light!

Why, Lord, does my heart feel the gloom?

**(Response)** Shine through the night!

With my children beside me, I’ll carry this load,

**(Response)** Help us, we’re bold!

In the struggle and pain, Lord, show us the road,

**(Response)** We’ll trust in You, God!

(Bridge)

Questions and anger were plaguing my head: "“God, what is the meaning of this?” I cried inwardly. I had prayed for my family, and in the worst of life, I was left alone to raise our children. Why give me my will, then take away the one who made it possible? My mind raced with questions. Is it because of a great sin that I committed? Have I made terrible mistakes? But what about my innocent children? How can I explain to them why they will never know their mother's love? As I sat there, grappling with my grief, I realized that I was at a crossroads. Life had thrown me into a test I never anticipated. But I also knew that God’s plan is flawless, even when it feels like chaos. I had to believe that there was a purpose behind this heart-wrenching journey. Perhaps God had already paved a way for my children, a path that would lead them to love, even in the absence of their mother.

[Chorus & Outro]

Why, Lord, do I stand in this empty room?

**(Response)** I need Your light!

Why, Lord, does my heart feel the gloom?

**(Response)** Shine through the night!

With my children beside me, I’ll carry this load,

**(Response)** Help us, we’re bold!

In the struggle and pain, Lord, show us the road,

**(Response)** We’ll trust in You, God!

So here I am, navigating this new reality, learning to be both, father and mother. It wasn't my plan, but I am determined to honor my wife's memory and raise our children with all the love I can muster. Life is indeed a struggle, but it is also a beautiful journey, with unpredictable mysteries. But I am ready to embrace it, one day at a time.

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