I tried to run away i tried to forget this pain but my eyes disobey my tears fall like rain i tried to be better i tried to be happy praying on my knees to my protector but i still feel so unhappy i tried to be free and be the old me why cant you see i promise ive tried and tried and tried but i still cry as i die inside. God why must i cry, for a human so dear why must i cry. there all the same just even more pain, nothing more that i will gain, why must i cry. writing more to my list wishing it was on my wrist, why must i cry, its to much to bear and nobody cares but still, i cry and cry and cry